Thanks god for killing me

I was waiting for so long. For a miracle to come. I was living in loneliness behind my own big wall. The world taught I’d it all. but the day they founded me on the floor. They didn’t think that, no more. I was dead, gone, away. I just lay. In my home, I’d cut myself to dead. My need for you couldn’t be in my head. Finally I'm, where I belong. God has made me strong. He helped me to heaven, so I could be with my missing and dead love. I can’t thank god enough.